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rhamnus cathartica

by Matt Walberg

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1.
Sing Over Me 04:41
sing to the workman consigned to his toil sing to the seed that can't break the soil sing to the skies hoarding the rains while the wind runs its hand through the dust on the plains I whisper your name like a tendril of smoke a shot in the dark a spasm of hope there's life in the desert if you know where to look I thought I saw you coming to me on the clouds where are you now sing to the young man with love in his eyes sing to the lover he'll come to despise sing over me sing to my soul sing me a story to make me feel whole I whisper your name like a tendril of smoke from a candle that's nearing the end of its rope there's life in the desert if you know where to look and I thought I saw you coming to me on the clouds where are you now well the sinner's prayer never caught in my throat but I'm wearing a path through things I don't know there's life in the desert if you know where to look and I thought I saw you coming to me on the clouds where are you now
2.
when you wake in your quiet room of loosely woven gray and blue does the past push your present back do you think about what might have been I used to come around your neighborhood when time was cheap and life was good when you would blush at my hello but there was so much that I didn't know Sometimes I see you in my fever dreams where the two of us are what we seem where a heart is just a thing that beats and happiness just grows on trees you used to ask if I could write a song to put your thoughts where they belong but I could only ever find a way to leave unsaid the things you had to say it's been a year since I left a note your landlord says you're always home I don't know when I missed the change or why the flame died but the light remained and I'm not mad but I thought I understood that if you said you will it meant you could
3.
Whiskey Mary 04:23
Whiskey Mary 's what they call you no one really knows your name take their drinks and take them home used to be such a simple game now memories haunt you call you near but refuse to light the way the kids are gone and they don't call it make sense they'd want to cut their losses every streetlight shares your shadow as you try to find a trace of the woman who was happy lines draw tight across your face you stand there blinking in the amber there was strength in his embrace but he moved on and you're still chasing the something else that took his place now you're sitting in the clinic you can't meet the nurse's gaze her voice is quiet as she tells you all the damage you can't erase and you pray in desperate silence for another shot at grace to approach the gath'ring darkness and the uneasy peace of sober living Whiskey Mary 's what they call you no one really knows your name
4.
For a Friend 05:08
the depth isn't what you dread it's what you cannot see when you're in over your head stripped of all you called your own and everything you were now you're here lost alone you're drifting to God knows where and you gather the strength you can and you lash it to your lifeboat like a prayer that's slowly leaking air to drown is just like going to sleep except that you're awake the whole time and you can't breathe you're drifting to God knows where and you gather the strength you can and you lash it to your lifeboat like a prayer that's slowly leaking air
5.
Salton Sea 03:28
my mama said there'd be days like this when a lover's smile hides a Judas kiss but I'd no idea they'd pile up like this now i can feel my pulse when I clench my fist i made peace with the person I'll never be and I'm headed west to the Salton Sea it's someplace I've always wanted to go and I get there I know I'll never leave spare me your tears and your elegies you can't be betrayed if you don't believe I've lived enough to know that what you call love is like that girl from high school she was so messed up tie to me tie to me every stone at the water's edge I can be alone water for woe will you let me go make your memories my new-found home
6.
Golden Boy 05:24
smile with that golden face you're in the perfect place laugh with that golden voice you've made the golden choice the night never comes too soon when you're in your golden room you won't see the silver thread when you're tucked in your golden bed you're a poem on the page of the golden age and everyone you know is fine you never think to ask what you see in the looking glass life is your tinker toy when you are the golden boy you're a poem on the page of the golden age and everyone you know is fine you could try to find a more elegant lie but the ones you've got seem to work just fine pay no mind to the tear in your eye you know no one ever really means goodbye 'cause you're the golden boy
7.
I remember waking early in the morning before dawn see the moonlight trace your figure in the morning before dawn felt the ache of unexplored longing felt the weight of all I own if hardened highways show no footprints lost explorers die alone oh ye prisoner shake your shackles shake the valley with your song let it linger ever echo for the prisoners yet unborn by the river old men gather stories rattle in their bones of time the healer time the hangman time the thief time the judge
8.
Gone for You 04:11
got a picture of the way you look tattooed on my mind so I won't forget your beauty if ever I go blind the way you pull you hair back that look in your eyes I still get a little wild when you put your hand in mine I'm gone for you gone out of my mind chasing your affections 'til I run out of time I'm gone for your and I guess I'll always be so please don't let your heart be caught by anyone but me keep my heart in your pocket wear my name on your sleeve for as long as you will have me I'll die before I'll leave I give you everything I have I give you all my heart 'til the oceans turn to deserts and the rivers turn to dust I'm gone for you gone out of my mind chasing your affections 'til I run out of time I'm gone for your and I guess I'll always be so please don't let your heart be caught by anyone but me
9.
Locusts 04:31
another day is finally receding the chance it offered fading with the light try to wash away the stench of this rotting Eden and the sorrow and the failure and the blight I have seen the terrible beast in my visions its strength beyond my power to control with a voice so sweet to give life to my sedition God how could this have ever been my fault how fortunate the sons who never know fear how blessed the daughters unbeset by doubt while the rest of us are just trying to get along here half bedeviled half beguiled we are nobody's child halfway lost halfway found halfway gone will you redeem the years the locusts have eaten when I sold my soul for anything but you will you redeem the choices I made in the name of my freedom will you take my hand and lead me to my room
10.
Moonlight 02:54
moonlight call the the water murmur songs to the wind where all our histories falter in their forgotten sin moonlight carry my sorrow hold gently my grief in your light for daybreak never remembers the songs we sing in the night roaring tempest awaken this bracing surge of dread your sweeping anger has taken the image of our dead moonlight give me the vision to see what shadows hold a thresh to winnow decision a pit to bury gold
11.
don't say goodbye before you go these teeth and claws are not for show don't say goodbye before you go let's just forget all you know you can't stay and you know why you're broken wings may catch the fox's eye I won't be kept and you won't try we'd wither up beneath the silent sky full-throated scream breaking bone you chose to leave on your own we pool like blood on the stone we should have left this alone you can't stay and you know why you're broken wings may catch the fox's eye tongues of fire consume our days in search of better things to say someday will be my guide someday will be my light
12.
they say time can heal all wounds and I guess it must be true the tears don't come as often when my thoughts return to you but the ache is every near it is never far away and every year this time I feel the whisper of you name though I never really knew you in these years we've been apart you have never been forgotten so I guess you made your mark I see you pestering your sister or running in the park in the memories I imagine when I'm lying in the dark when the daylight wanes when the wind grows cool when the leaves exchange their green for gold I remember you so long so soon September is the time to say goodbye we give our lives to the living in the place we call today and set aside our sadness in the laughter and the play but at times it overwhelms and I struggle with the weight and hope to God you know that I still miss you everyday when the daylight wanes when the wind grows cool when the leaves exchange their green for gold I remember you so long so soon September is the time to say goodbye

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released August 4, 2017

Matt Walberg sings and plays all things on this album to varying degrees of success.

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